We can all be greater than this.

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

So sick

it’s stupid.  I mean really shouldn’t be allowed.

Thankfully, I am going to see the doctor in about an hour so i will hopefully get some answers and feel better very soon.

Still rebuilding my music library.  Taking forever but coming slowly and surely.  

Still unsure about you and what I want?  Spent most of last night feeling extremely certain I never want to get married or have children.  It was a strange feeling, but also felt so freeing as if I was stepping out from a burden I’ve been carrying around for so many years, this intense pressure to find someone who may not even exist.

Can I allow myself to change my dreams so dramatically?